Well I'm almost a full quarter of the way through, and I feel great!
BUT.... I'm not going to lie...
I still have thoughts almost every day about quitting and just eating regular food. Not because I crave candy or sweets or In-n-Out burger, I don't, but because it is the easy thing to do. It's easy to eat delicious food. It's normal. And while I don't crave anything right now I do miss it. I remember that I liked it. I miss chewing bananas and watermelon! Not really any surprise there but still.
This is hard!
After I think I could quit at any moment, I think about day 60 and what that will be like, and feel like, and how I'll look. Then I think, I will never know if I stop today.
I want to know!
While teaching myself to love healthiness is the biggest reason for doing this, losing weight is the driving force. I REALLY am tired of feeling the way I do, and looking the way I do. I really want to be thin for myself and quite honestly look hot for my husband.
Even after losing almost 10 lbs I still look in the mirror and feel like I'm having a fat day, but I know if I keep this up I can over come that.
In the meantime I try not to feel sorry for myself. Sometimes I do though... like today. But I'm over it now. I think.
Day 60 can't come soon enough.
And I also know that my Heavenly Father loves me whether I'm fat or skinny. I have to remind myself of that constantly.